Soyoung told me "don't get lazy, you should update your blog" during her visit here end of Nov.  Almost a month later, I kept reminding myself and finally got time to come here check out my own blog.  It has been almost 2 months since I wrote anything.  I can't believe that time passes so fast.  2007 only has 1 and 1/2 day left.  I had a busy end of the year, yet at times I felt like I didn't really do anything solid enough to justify keeping saying "I am busy." 

 

The last 2 months of 2007 just flew by and seemed I spent a lot of time on the air plane travelling around.  Went to SZ, Hong Kong, Beijing, Philippines and finally back to Shanghai.  I am so sick of travelling yet I find myself already planning for next trip going aborad.  When I was in Manila with Terence during Christmas, all I could think of was to get home.  NOw that I am home facing the possibility to spend new years all by myself, i start to wonder if I should have gone somewhere for the NEw Year or maybe stayed in Manila longer... naaahhh... I like being at home by myself with Bubu and KiKi.  I can just imagine how T felt when I left him here all along.  Except I can't stand the fact that it is the weekend and my maid is not around and that the house is a mess.  Maybe I am too used to my comfortable life in China already. 

 

Right now I see piles of books and accounting records in front of me.  Trying to finish some things I progrestinated as long as I could and finally caught up to me that I have to deal with it myself right before the new years.  I can't really explain this "lonely" but "enjoyable" feeling.  I just wish Shanghai is not so cold.  I felt my eyes were coming off while walking KiKi 10 min ago.  Kinda make me appreicate the hot sticky weather I was complaining about 2 days ago...

 

I don't know what I am trying to write.  Maybe I came to realization that I am a bit depressed being by myself?  Or just I needed something to wake me up?  Just feel like I need to document my feelings and write something before 2008 comes.  I think I mainly enjoy being by myself because it gives me time to think.  2008 will be a BIG year for me.  Lots of resolutions and things I want to accomplish.  But one thing at the time right?  I want to finish understanding these accounting records in front of me.  Then get my butt up and clean my apartment and enjoy the fruit of my own labor.  Then, get my fat ass to the gym and run my heart out.  I miss TKD, I miss exercising, too many excuses recently to eat bad and live lazy.  Then maybe go to SPA and really try to enjoy the last couple of hours of 2007.  That will be a good start right?

 

May everyone have a great New Year's eve and warm start of 2008.